And So It Begins Again

As everything begins, everything must end.

Sometimes I push too much and I precipitate events into destruction. Maybe I should change my derby name, Love Destroyer. I seem to burn all my bridges, maybe I’m too demanding, maybe more high maintenance than I let on. I need a lot of attention, I need a lot of touching, I need a lot of love. I’ve pretended that being alone is fine by me but in reality I’m one lonely motherfucker. I’m ok being by myself, and have been for several years now but I miss the companionship that a love relationship brings. I’ll keep pushing forward because there’s no other direction to face, I’ll get stronger, clearer, focus my energy on roller derby, skate my life into oblivion. 

As it begins, it must end. 


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